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I think we need to sit down for a few minutes.... Get comfy. Grab a snack. I will try not to bore you too much, but here we go. I am not a well person. (like that wasn't the first clue) You all noticed probably obviously. I am a depressed person, + then some, & I have many fractured parts wrong with me...and it sucks terribly. Nothing I say or do, will ever make it go away. EVER. No matter what. It's terrible. And I have to live with it. I have come to terms with a lot of things in my life. Life, the Choices the Regret & Pain and so Many other feelings tied up in a ball of twine. It's one of many reasons I couldn't get myself to draw... So many things kept happening in my life. in my time doing Youtube videos... I made them as a way to make a time capsule... in case, well you can take a wild guess. (I rather not say) Yet I'm here still here... not trying to sound tragic but, in that duration of playing sadly I also lost of people as well. (My Uncle, Aunt, Grandma & Best